Seeding the worst side!

 

I have to admit I don't know myself as deeply as I thoght. The real truth is that you do need a deep shock to realize you (in this case: I) are not what you expected to be and imagine you would be.

As time passes by your unknown burried thoughts just appear over the surface and force you to see this complete all brand new dark side: a little bit dirty and with a touch of cinism leading (misleading) to those darker places or worst than that: dimmering the light that once were somehow around you.

I fight every single day to keep in control this seed of darkness but for a few moments, when it gains control over me wins more and more space, slowly winning the battle without even fighting

Regards,