Am I There?

Is this what it is or is it only what I should expect it to be?

It is just a memory of what I wanted it to be. A memory lost in the opportunities of the past

A heavy memory loss after being punched by your existence or by my expectations of your experience around me

Am I there alone? Am I here with you? It is my memory crying again for what should be instead of what it is?

Slow down and wait for me. Let me be besides, around and on top of you

Regards